October 19, 2010

Broken dreams, shattered hopes

=( No Hawaii. I'm devasted and a million other things. I don't even know. I really don't want to move to Lejeune. I see no good in it. I'm going to be more miserable there than I am in Youngstown. I really think Youngstown is better. I don't want to go. And I don't believe that Pat didn't have something to do with the change. He's the only one not going ? I think something's up but he's not man enough to tell me apparently. Or at least tell me the real reasons he's happy to be in Lejeune. Yes, he's happy we're not going to Hawaii and he was lying about being excited when he found out about Hawaii. TELL ME I'M WRONG PAT.

2 comments:

Lance Corporal Smith's Babe said...

New follower. Looking forward to reading your blogs from now on :)

Since there is zero you can do about the move (sorry) I'd say make the best out of it you can. I've never been there, but I've heard the beaches are beautiful. Try to compile a list of GOOD things about Lejune. Meet some wives through blogging, etc. This could turn out to be a good experience. Or one you hate for the years you are there. You decide.

jessca ann said...

Thank you for the advice! I will try that. I'm over it now, kinda. I just had to readjust my thinking back to making Lejeune be "okay". Which was hard the first week with everyone questioning me about it. But I will make the best out of it. It's where we assumed he'd be so I had researched the area before. I'm actually researching now:)

thanks again! if you have a fb, find: www.facebook.com/jmondora