August 30, 2008

Love is God, God is love.

Me, Amandaconda, Sergeant Pickle, and Big Hoss are going to plan a roadtrip this fall (or winter)! Its the Fantastic Four and we're gonna have a blast. I think we all need time to bond, relax, escape... and its perfect. I can't wait. I don't even care if its on for like 2 or 3 days! Just as long as I get the F outta here with some friends.

i love them.
peace,
Sasquatch.

August 22, 2008

Don't worry about the people in your past, there's a reason they didn't make it into your future

Diggin it: Rihanna's "Shut Up and Drive" love it.

My baby joined the Marines today! Well the Marine Reserves so he can go to school first then go be a pilot. And I know he wants to go straight for active duty, but he knows that's not a great idea. I'm so proud of him!

I miss Mel :( I wanna go see her SO bad!

I'm so happy for Amanda! And I'm really proud of her for sticking with school and actually realizing she can do it! And she loves it! Told ya you would!

I'm looking into the National Guard. Pharmacy Specialist =)

I want to join the Peace Corps.

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August 21, 2008

"I never fucked anybody over in my life, that didn't have it comin' to 'em, you go that?"

I finished reading Clive Cussler's "Cyclops", A Dirk Pitt Adventure. Amazing. I was so excited from the minute I read the first page til the last one. It was so fast paced and a real adventure. It was nice to escape from this hell into that kind of book. It really helped me. Now I'm escaping into Alton Gansky's "A Ship Possessed". Its another military type book but has twists and turns like Cusslers and keeps you on your toes and wondering what will happen next. Its a story with religious/faith undertones and dealing with the unknown and supernatural. I'm enjoying it. And I like these books so much, I'm going to try to find more from these two authors.

I find myself escaping to books and trying to keep my mind occupied. So that I don't return to the thoughts of the real world. And to hide from what's going on. Is that wrong? I just need a break sometimes. I used to forget about the problems through out the day. But now they are ALWAYS there. Always creeping up on me and out of the blue throwing me into a downward spiral. I feel trapped like I can't get away from anything! The only time I can, is when I get fucked up or read. And I would honestly rather read right now. I don't feel in control anymore. I don't know what would happen if I was too fucked up. Ahhh... I don't know. If you know any good books... amazing ones. Send me a message. I need to find something to keep my mind from wondering when those times come around. Ya know what I mean?

<3Jayy.