May 28, 2011

Staying strong like you asked me too ♥

I wish Motomail was up. Rob's didn't take this long and I just want to write Pat! I've been writing him a letter over the last week but then I got to talk to him and told him everything in the letter lol. I'm going to write one tonight and then drop it off at the post office on Tuesday when I go to get boxes. I forgot Monday was the holiday, for some reason I thought it was on Sunday. The post office won't be open so I'll have to send his running shoes out on Tuesday.

I saw that the VFW is paying for phone calls tomorrow and his Captain said they will try to allow all the Marines a chance to call home. I work till 7 though :( Hopefully he'll leave a message. I love hearing his voice.

I feel like it's been going fast but I wonder if in the middle months it'll start to drag and start to get hard. I don't even want to think about it

I miss you babe. I'm just going to go to bed.

May 27, 2011

Time to start a new countdown.

This one I can't post but you better believe I've got it in every calendar I own and the app on my phone! 

Pat made it to Afghanistan safely. He's absolutely miserable and is sick. He sounds exhausted, cranky, and "not there". I feel bad because I know his spirits are broke. And it's hard to stay positive when you feel like death. And he's already heard some bad news about a brother from a different unit. I think he knew him but I'm not sure. But of course that isn't what you want to hear. Especially this early into it. 
I asked him if he was taking pictures for me! He says it's the worst place on earth and there's nothing but sand and weird bugs. Where he's at there are no plants, mountains or anything. I told him to take pictures anyway. I want to travel the world too and right now only he is able to so he can take a few pics for me ;)
I hope he realizes the easiest thing to do it just make the best of his situation. I understand the water is near boiling temperature. And no, Pat would not lie about that, so when you read that there is "cool" water, it's definitely not where wpns company is! He said he can't/won't use the internet because it's NOT free. Like $10 a day I think he said. I told him it is NOT worth it and we'll stick to phone calls for now. The calling card he was given by the USO, he can't use. He could only use ATT calling cards. Also they told us where they are going is a safe area but they will be doing a 'historical' push if they succeed. I've already heard from units near there that, that is not the truth. I get trying to ease our minds but how about just not saying anything, instead of lying. I told Pat and he told me not to listen to anything they say on the facebook page and don't even bother with it. 

Which I'm about to do exactly that. I'm so tired of everyone on there. Most all of the 300some members. And I want to tell them all to just shut the hell up.

I'm so annoyed.

And I miss Pat. And the end of the year is SOOOOO far awayyyyyyyy y y y y y   y   y     y      y          y   

And he better come home safe and in one piece. He knows I will kick his butt if he doesn't.

Love you baby.


May 2, 2011

Osama - World Hide and Seek Champion 2001-2011

Woke up to a text from my mom that Osama was dead. That's cool. OBAMA didn't kill him! Please remember that! Just because a person of interest died conveniently before an election does not mean that president killed him and should necessarily be re-elected! I hope people educate themselves on the candidates before just randomly choosing our next president. Yes, Donald Trump is unbelievable but educate yourself on his stances and ideas. Same with Obama. GOOGLE WHAT HE PLANS TO DO IF HE IS RE-ELECTED. Then at least you know what your voting for. 

Second, where is the proof that Osama is dead? I know it is fresh news, but I see no proof. And for everyone thanking ONLY the SEALS involved, I've come across a few articles stating that yes the seals were a large contributor but it wasn't all seals. It was a group of troops. And the one person who killed him, may not have been a seal... JUST SAYING(haven't seen any article declaring the one person) The other guys deserve credit too. (AND OBAMA DOESN'T). 

Also, please realize it's not over. But people don't need to run around all debbie-downer and think the world's going to end and its going to be ten times worse now. 

And to the people who don't agree with any of this and are bashing our troops because only "a little over 2000 people died in 9/11 and over 100000 Iraqi's have died because of the US lead invasion to Iraq" You really believe everything you read too? Do you do your research? Do you watch countless documentaries to form this opinion? I GUARANTEE half of you DON'T and shouldn't be bashing anyone. You don't know the truth, you're not over there. My husband, yes may be a Marine, but was not when we invaded any of these countries. He does not deserve to be BASHED. He is getting ready to see combat, but until then he can't even say shit. When he gets back, you can ask him what it's really like and then form an opinion. Don't sit there and bash something you know nothing about and if we didn't have a military that WORKED, we'd be like a third world fucking country. so count you fucking blessings and be happy you live the damn life you do. Thing's can be a lot different. Fuck. You can't change shit over night people.

I needed to vent. 

Just want to through this out there. Osama may have been dead for years. There's documentaries out there with ex-Taliban stating that Osama was extremely sick years ago, liver problems I believe, and died of natural causes. There's MANY docs about former CIA and White House officials ARGUING about intel on Osama and what they saw when they were in, him being DEAD YEARS AGO. Do your research people. And just because the gov't lies to us does not always mean its bad. Would you really want to know every time a meteor was going to impact Earth and destroy us? Supposedly it happens quite often, and we don't know about it ??? JUST SAYING. Look at all possibilities of everything.