the bond they say you'll have with all of them bothers me. they say other people don't understand it unless they were one. I don't like knowing you'll have a bond ill never be apart of. a bond that might be stronger and more important than the bond we have... or once had. that now I'm not the only one you have to look out for. I don't want to share you. I know that's selfish. I dont want others to be as important as me. I wish I knew more about what you were getting into because I wouldn't have said 'do it'.
I hate this.
I feel like our bond is breaking because of all this.