July 9, 2009

I don't know what I want

I'm lost. I need help finding my way back.
I can't help myself, how can I help anyone.
I'm alone. I don't even know me.
Where am I going when I can't even see.

Nothing feels right. This skin doesn't fit.
Just drifting through the light.
Not hearing, feeling, or seeing.

If change is constant, why does it feel like nothing is changing.
Feels as worse as it did before.
Is the hope still worth fighting for
I don't know anymore...

-- Bloggin' via the iTouch!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

jigga jay, you know it will get better you just have to have your goals in mind and thats what God wants you to do, make your own path insight, follow it and hell make his own corrections along the way! you cant be a afraid of the unknown because nobody knows whats going to happen! Make it fun and exciting like reading a mystery book - you know youd love that! Be excited that you have a clean slate and know that you can do anything and everything you want anywhere and everywhere you want and know that God has his eyes on you and nothing can hurt you that he would ever allow to happen! If you have faith nothing will hurt you! Just believe - in him and yourself! And not to mention you have the support system of the world because you are kind and warm hearted to everyone you meet!

This is for you and never forget it:
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.

I love you! and you should know who this is =)