[So addicted to, all the things you do]

I don't have much to say.

I have a TON to say.

Pat didn't leave. Some BULLSHIT about not sending poolees who were going to be active Marines... they only could send poolees who were going to be reservists... Yea... Its screwed a lot up. And its like they are screwing him purposely. I don't know how much I like them anymore. Not that I ever did. Ugh so much has happened. And most of its been VERY stressful. And still is. I don't even want to talk about my car right now. Later. A lot later, I might.

I do want to advise everyone I found this sweet site, CafePress and they have a lot of cool shirts, cups, bags, magnets, etc. ALSO, I opened up a 'store' on their site! You can design stuff, its so cool! my store is: JeskaStyle make sure you check it out and buy some stuff hahaa.. I'm still figuring stuff out but I have a few designs. Don't worry, I'll remind you when I get more stuff up :)

I still haven't gotten a new laptop and that's beginning to make my life hell. I can't do anything when I want to. I always have to wait until I go to Mom's. And you would think Mr. Carey, being a computer wiz and working at a major computer company... well you would think they would have a good computer at their house! But no... only his work computer is Awesome. Stephen and Patrick's is horrible and breaking down.

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I'm trying to make Ash a CD, but not having much luck because I have so much other stuff I need to do too. And its not just a normal mix for her. Its a special Remember When... Its going to be great. All kinds of songs we used to listen to :))) Bring back good memories. ♥

I have so much I need to just vent about but it would take up way to much on one post... its not like anyone really reads my stuff anyway, but I know they wouldn't read something that kept scrolling and scrolling and scrolling... I will definitely TRY to post more :) for my own health lmao... . . . . . . . . .

Some 'Right Nows':
Still loving and probably always will: Lady Gaga
--and bonus, Lady Gaga and Beyonce!! L♥ve it!
Song: Rude Boy-Rihanna
Wants to go to a concert Baaadddd.
Not doing so great on weight/exercise... :(
Umm... did I tell ya'll about our little vacay to Washington DC and the Marine Corp Museum?? I'll have to update and make a slideshow :)
Umm... check out jubie1o on youtube for some of my videos!

There's so much I want to do but I feel like I'm not good enough to do it.

"Cater 2 U"

[Verse 1 Beyonce]
Baby I See You Working Hard
I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud,
Let You Know That I Admire What You Do
The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah)
If I Want It (Got It)
When I Ask You (You Provide It)
You Inspire Me To Be Better
You Challenge Me For The Better
Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter

Let Me Help You
Take Off Your Shoes
Untie Your Shoestrings
Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah)
What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah)
Let Me Feed You
Let Me Run Your Bathwater
Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire
Sing You A Song
Turn The Game On
I'll Brush Your Hair
Help Put Your Do Rag On
Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah)
You Want A Manicure?
Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]
Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

[Verse 2 Kelly]
Baby I'm Happy You're Home,
Let Me Hold You In My Arms
I Just Want To Take The Stress Away From You
Making Sure That I'm Doing My Part (Oh)
Boy Is There Something You Need Me To Do (Oh)
If You Want It (I Got It)
Say The Word (I Will Try It)
I Know Whatever I'm Not Fulfilling (Oh)
Another Woman Is Willing (Oh)
I'm Going To Fulfill Your Mind, Body, And Spirit

I Promise You (Promise You)
I'll Keep Myself Up (Oh)
Remain The Same Chick (Yeah)
You Fell In Love With (Yeah)
I'll Keep It Tight, I'll Keep My Figure Right
I'll Keep My Hair Fixed, Keep Rocking The Hottest Outfits
When You Come Home Late Tap Me On My Shoulder, I'll Roll Over
Baby I Heard You, I'm Here To Serve You (I'm Lovin It, I'm Lovin It)
If It's Love You Need, To Give It Is My Joy
All I Want To Do, Is Cater To You Boy

[Chorus]

[Bridge Michelle]
I Want To Give You My Breath, My Strength, My Will To Be Here
That's The Least I Can Do,
Let Me Cater To You
Through The Good (Good)
The Bad (Through The Bad)
The Ups And The Downs (Ups And Downs)
I'll Still Be Here For You
Let Me Cater To You
Cause You're Beautiful (You're Beautiful)
I Love The Way You Are (You Are)
Fulfill Your Every Desire (Desire)
Your Wish Is My Command (Command)
I Want To Cater To My Man
Your Heart (Your Heart)
So Pure Your Love Shines Through(Shines Through)
The Darkness We'll Get Through (So Much)
So Much Of Me Is You (Is You)
I Want To Cater To My Man [Chorus Out]

Funniest thing I've seen in a REALLY long time!

American Pie 2; Review

Got my free DVD from Columbia House in the mail the other day! I ordered American Pie 2 because it brings back memories! I love it, no matter how raunchy it is! It always makes me laugh and puts me in a good mood. Yes it is a sexually humorous movie about a group of friends just out of their freshman year of college, but its dead on! It portrays exactly how young people are! About having a good time with friends, their crazy relationships, sexual encounters (and you can't tell me, no one is trying to have sex!), and one crazy summer that they will remember forever! I love the cast: Jason Biggs, Tara Reid, Seann William Scott, Chris Klein, Shannon Elizabeth, Alyson Hannigan, Mena Suvari, Thomas Ian Nicholas, Eugene Levy, Eddie Kaye Thomas, and all the others! The soundtrack to this movie is probably one of the best soundtracks ever. Not only is it great music and songs, it fits this movie perfectly. The music is exactly right. The movie also teaches lessons in funny ways. Take for example, Jason Biggs's character Jim. He has all these embarrassing things happen to him and he stays strong and doesn't let them discourage him. All in all, this movie is always good for a laugh!

I have to cut it short tonight... I'm getting tired and I have lots to do tomorrow. Its my only day off! :) And don't forget to follow me on twitter to get to know me more! twitter.com/jubie2o
LUVVS!

ring ring ring!

I'm waiting for my mother to get home so we can go to the gym... She's taking forever! I had even told her that we'd go early today (right after my eye appointment at 4pm) So much for that. We'll probably end up not going if she doesn't hurry.

I got this new wireless mouse for my laptop... I thought you all should know how awesome it is! It has these buttons on the side and the left one will go back to the previous webpage you were on, and the right one magnifies! Its pretty sweet! I'm really amused by it because when I bought it, I didn't know it had these features. And it was on the clearance rack at Wal-Mart, half off... and you know how clearance stuff is! Never really know if your buying something good until you get it home. Haha, I love the little things in life. :D

Right now, I LOVE:
Bow Wow + Soulja Boy's MARCO POLO! Even though its not a new track, I can't stop listening to it! And it bumps in my car. MAADDD BASS!!!

Bow Wow and Nicki Minaj- kiss my ass. Great song.
"K I S S my A S S." That's for everyone hatin!

Vitamin Water10 xxx- i usually HATE Vitamin Water but this 10 cal acai-blueberr-pomegranante is pretty good and doesn't have the nasty after taste that the other ones do!

I'm gonna surf the web and see if I can find anything interesting to blab about :)
Deuces.

[[ MY GRANDMOTHERS CALLING THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW.... SHE NEVER CALLS! I WONDER WHATS GOING ON...]]

Where the beats at?

I am so tired of there not being good music out. Where did all the artists and beats go? What is going on? 8 out of 10 songs, suck anymore! And even worse, artists who had good songs, can't seem to keep bringing good ones. Its very frustrating for me. That's why I refuse to buy CDs. ITS NOT WORTH MY MONEY AT ALL!! If you can't make good music, then I'm not spending my hard earned money on you. If, after I download something, and it sounds good, I might buy the album. (But normally I don't because I'M THE WORKING POOR!) And its summer which makes it more frustrating, I want good music during the summer and I'm only finding good, old songs from previous years. And even those, are getting boring to listen to. Music is very important to me and I take this seriously! [I needed to vent about that, sorry]

♥ jes

Things I love this month...

Lady gaga- she's so different and fresh! I was listening to her before she went fully mainstream and I remember telling my mom she was like the next Madonna! He music is unique and fun and I wish her the best of luck in her career!

Flo Rida- I love his music!!! Everytime I hear a new song of his, I love it. Words can't even explain. I would love to see him in concert.

Twitter- I refused to try it before but I can't get enough of it now!! I'm addicted. I just wish there were more people I personally knew on it. The real celebs that ACTUALLY tweet though are awesome.

Astre gym- our gym! I feel great when I leave. They have tons of equiptment and they're clean. I'm glad we tried this place out.

Quizno's Torpedoes- DELICIOUS and CHEAP!! $4! How can you beat that???

AMP Energy Drinks- any flavor especially the Lightening!! OMG I can't go a day with out one!

So there's a few things I'm into at the moment. Try one, maybe you'll love it as much as I do!


-- Bloggin' via the iTouch!

music survey!

Favorite pop artist/band:
pink, britney spears

Favorite R & B artist/band:
r kelly, boyz ll men, mariah carey

Favorite hip-hop artist/band:
ciara, flo rida, beyonce, t-pain

Favorite rap artist/band:
eminem, 50 cent, young jeezy, t.i., ludacris

Favorite rock artist/band:
theory of a dead man, nickelback, foo fighters

Favorite alternative artist/band:
jack johnson, john mayer

Favorite punk artist/band:
i don't really keep up on the punk anymore

Favorite country artist/band:
i don't really like country

Favorite heavy metal band:
godsmack

Favorite 90s boy band:
nsync

Three favorite 80s songs:
new kids on the block - right stuff
tone-loc - wild thing
madonna - material girl

Favorite local band(s):
5 elements! relic!

Country vs Rock?:
def rock

Rap vs Rock?:
I like both

70s rock vs 80s rock?
70s!

P Diddy or Jay-z?
def jay z.

Classical musical?:
i love playing classical music on the piano

Song that starts with the letter I?:
In love with a stripper! - t-pain

Queen or Elton John?
love both!

Britney Spears, new stuff or old?
new stuff

Favorite Madonna song(s):
Material girl, like a virgin

Are there any artist you hate?:
there are a few

Most annoying song?:
hmm, james blunt youre beautiful

How many concerts/shows have you been to?
alot... i cant even remember them all

Have you ever crowd surfed?:
yupp

Met any famous artists?
yes!
If yes, who?:
burt mccracken and the used, finch, new foud glory, my chemical romance

Ever sat front row at a big-time concert?:
yes! Blink182, Green day, 50 cent, ludacris, ciara

Favorite concert/show you've been to?:
50 cent, massacre tour. there were so many different artist, it was awesome!

What are you listening to right now?:
i don't have anything playing right now

What are you listening to in the car?:
my sweet new cd i made. its awesome

Do you listen to the radio?:
very very rarely.

5 Elements this Saturday at Salty Groggs!

Come see 5 Elements rock the stage!

creative block

my head feels like its going to explode. and my back hurts. i took to vicodin. not generic, the real deal. theyre too much though. i should have taken one, or maybe just a half! i still feel messed up and i took them... yesterday morning! ddamn. i just want my back to stop hurting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i might blow my brains so this headache will go away!!

no i wouldnt actually do that.

or would i?

im so fucked up.


and pat irritated the shit outta me first thing this morning!
sometimes i wanna kill him!

and i didnt get that camera yet. i told you if i didnt do it then, i probably wouldnt. FML!

i figured out how to follow blogs. but the only ones im following now are like news and music. not like actual peoples' blogs. ill have to find some. and i added the follow this blog gadget to my page. BUT i doubt anyone will actually follow my blog. who knows if it even comes up in searches, ya know?

i also figured out how to make playlists on myspace. i guess thats cool. except you cant shuffle the songs. and i had to sit here and find songs i wanted... that was time consuming. i just dont feel like downloading music. ive only had this laptop for less than a week and i would hate to get a virus. that would be retarded. straight up retarded.

i started to put together a website featuring my masterpieces(HA!) of spraypaint. Office Live is sweet. i cant think of what to call my "store" or think of a logo, or a slogon. its like my brain is fried. it never used to be like this... either too many drugs, or not enough?

blahh.

...ok i thought this little writing session would help clear my mind. but all its down is, nothing. im gonna try something else. peace.

Giving credit.

I noticed Rihanna's music and sound has gotten more edgy, confident, and daring but I didn't expect her videos to go that far. Her last couple videos are different from what I expected from her. She is forming her own image and definetly isn't conforming. I give her credit for trying different things and not being afraid. Showing who she is in her videos is something not always easily done. But, sometimes you can go too far. And when the audience doesn't look at picture from an artistic point of view- sometimes the thing they see will not make sense. Seem too unrealistic. Too different. Too unacceptable. Too scary?

Rihanna's music video; Disturbia

Sean Garrett ft Ludacris - Grippin'

Rock N Roll Hall of Fame!

Sheetz took me to the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame! It was fun. Since I've been there longer than 3 years, I was awarded a certificate and a sweet Sheetz pen :) They took us to the Hard Rock Cafe down there and had lunch for us and then we went to the Hall of Fame. It was really nice. I mean, I enjoyed it. I love music and seeing all that stuff was so intriguing and inspirational for me. Most people, though, weren't that interested and just sped through the whole thing. I would have had more fun though if I was just with Pat. I would have been able to take my time and just relax walking through. Even though we had hours to walk through, I felt rushed and either I walked alone and didn't talk to anyone or I skipped through to stay caught up. And I didn't want to be alone! I wanted to talk and be like "Oh wow, look at this!" But I guess music isn't for everybody, because most of them didn't care. But it was nice. Next time I think they should take us to Cedar Point!