[So addicted to, all the things you do]

I don't have much to say.

I have a TON to say.

Pat didn't leave. Some BULLSHIT about not sending poolees who were going to be active Marines... they only could send poolees who were going to be reservists... Yea... Its screwed a lot up. And its like they are screwing him purposely. I don't know how much I like them anymore. Not that I ever did. Ugh so much has happened. And most of its been VERY stressful. And still is. I don't even want to talk about my car right now. Later. A lot later, I might.

I do want to advise everyone I found this sweet site, CafePress and they have a lot of cool shirts, cups, bags, magnets, etc. ALSO, I opened up a 'store' on their site! You can design stuff, its so cool! my store is: JeskaStyle make sure you check it out and buy some stuff hahaa.. I'm still figuring stuff out but I have a few designs. Don't worry, I'll remind you when I get more stuff up :)

I still haven't gotten a new laptop and that's beginning to make my life hell. I can't do anything when I want to. I always have to wait until I go to Mom's. And you would think Mr. Carey, being a computer wiz and working at a major computer company... well you would think they would have a good computer at their house! But no... only his work computer is Awesome. Stephen and Patrick's is horrible and breaking down.

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I'm trying to make Ash a CD, but not having much luck because I have so much other stuff I need to do too. And its not just a normal mix for her. Its a special Remember When... Its going to be great. All kinds of songs we used to listen to :))) Bring back good memories. ♥

I have so much I need to just vent about but it would take up way to much on one post... its not like anyone really reads my stuff anyway, but I know they wouldn't read something that kept scrolling and scrolling and scrolling... I will definitely TRY to post more :) for my own health lmao... . . . . . . . . .

Some 'Right Nows':
Still loving and probably always will: Lady Gaga
--and bonus, Lady Gaga and Beyonce!! L♥ve it!
Song: Rude Boy-Rihanna
Wants to go to a concert Baaadddd.
Not doing so great on weight/exercise... :(
Umm... did I tell ya'll about our little vacay to Washington DC and the Marine Corp Museum?? I'll have to update and make a slideshow :)
Umm... check out jubie1o on youtube for some of my videos!

ring ring ring!

I'm waiting for my mother to get home so we can go to the gym... She's taking forever! I had even told her that we'd go early today (right after my eye appointment at 4pm) So much for that. We'll probably end up not going if she doesn't hurry.

I got this new wireless mouse for my laptop... I thought you all should know how awesome it is! It has these buttons on the side and the left one will go back to the previous webpage you were on, and the right one magnifies! Its pretty sweet! I'm really amused by it because when I bought it, I didn't know it had these features. And it was on the clearance rack at Wal-Mart, half off... and you know how clearance stuff is! Never really know if your buying something good until you get it home. Haha, I love the little things in life. :D

Right now, I LOVE:
Bow Wow + Soulja Boy's MARCO POLO! Even though its not a new track, I can't stop listening to it! And it bumps in my car. MAADDD BASS!!!

Bow Wow and Nicki Minaj- kiss my ass. Great song.
"K I S S my A S S." That's for everyone hatin!

Vitamin Water10 xxx- i usually HATE Vitamin Water but this 10 cal acai-blueberr-pomegranante is pretty good and doesn't have the nasty after taste that the other ones do!

I'm gonna surf the web and see if I can find anything interesting to blab about :)
Deuces.

[[ MY GRANDMOTHERS CALLING THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW.... SHE NEVER CALLS! I WONDER WHATS GOING ON...]]

Time Away

My computer died :( Apparently I need a new hard drive.
I'm on Dad's laptop and its messed up too! Well just the keyboard... so if you see the words run together and letters missing... that's why.

I read my last entry and it seems like it was only last month! I was BLITZED that night. BAD. And it came with NO warning. I knew I was drinking a lot. But not that much! It was fun. We shared stories, laughed, joked, debated, all around the warm fire. It was a lot of fun, but the next morning wasn't.

JumpingForward:
I read a few books in the last couple of months. I re-read Stephen King's, Pet Semetary in honor of Halloween :) It was spooky, but I didn't finish it. I also read Dean R. Koontz's, The Servants of Twilight. He is very much like Stephen King, but his writing is slightly different. There were a few times I jumped ahead a few paragraphs. I also started reading True Notebooks by Mark Salzman. Very good. I'm trying to read un-normal books. Books I wouldn't normally read, books I usually start but never finish. Broaden my horizons. :D

A lot else has happened in the last few months that I would like to note on:
Our beloved Megan Martin took her life on Halloween. Only seventeen. It was very hard to deal with.
Barack Obama won the election. I think you'd have to be living in a cave, not to know that one.
I've become more and more bitter, agitated, bitchy. But I officially have NO insurance so I can't go to the doc's. So I look for other ways to escape this hell.
Jay turned 21. Had a crazy party at his house that was pretty lame but resulted in Ashley and I not speaking.
Turkey Day was yesterday and not enjoyable. As every holiday seems like it will be this year.
Pat has lost 20lbs. He still has to go 20 more. Then he's off to Parris Island

I wish I could get a new laptop for Christmas. Its not that I need the internet, Myspace, or my email... its like my escape. I find it easier to write on here then in a notebook. And it sucks that I know it could be weeks or days before I'm able to write again. :(