January 8, 2010

mediocre life.

another night in.
doing nothing but relaxing
and NOT liking it.

im so bored and I don't want
to watch tvi don't want to sleep
I'm going to go nuts if I don't have some fun, soon!

and I'm irritated which makes
everything
even worse.

I. h a t e. t h I s.

January 7, 2010

i ♥ winter

ITS SNOWING AGAIN!

I'm so happy! :D Apparently, there's a storm coming later tonight and it looks like it already started! Its not snowing very hard but fast and consistently. Its so pretty. I love the snow!

You know what else I love? SHOPPING! And even better doing it online! There are so many benefits to shopping online! More to select from, better and more deals, its easier! Instead of scrummaging through a store and through tons of racks, I have it all at my fingertips! Even though I shouldn't have I bought some stuff from Victoria's Secret. A girl can never have enough panties and bras! Plus they had a TON of sales! Really good prices. Now I'm at Old Navy looking for something to buy with my Reward Card. :) Shopping solves EVERYTHING!

I finished most of the laundry and have to finish cleaning up Pat's room. It bugs me when its a mess. Its like all the clothes and disorganization, clutters my head! I hate it, it makes me feel out of control and lost. I think I'm going to take a shower though... and then call Pat to come get me and we'll go back the Y. I started up again, going regularly. I feel good. But I don't seem to be losing weight like I should... I think I'm doing something wrong but I can't figure it out. I dunno.

Peace.Love

January 6, 2010

its been one of those weeks

Stress consumed this week. If it wasn't one thing it was another. I won't go into details but here's a few key words to the problems. Boyfriend, no car, insurance claim, missed phone calls, exercising, weight, dog, work, test, school, money. I feel like I haven't breathed all week! I wish I could press the skip ahead button and jump to three weeks from now. That would be awesome. On the other hand, I enjoyed ALL the snow we got. It was BEAUTIFUL. Peoples driving was not though. I'm thankful I didn't have to actually drive in it and I'm very thankful for my wonderful boyfriend's big truck. Even though he drives like a complete ass in the bad weather. His truck can almost handle anything, its really nice. Oh yeah, I should probably update you on him. He leaves for bootcamp in February! I'm excited and happy he made it this far, I know its been stressful for him, but at the same time I don't want him to leave. I'll miss him a lot. Three months is a long time away. I'm dreading it... I'll stress about it another time though. (I try not to think about it). Well were having movie night, so I'll be back another time! Peace ♥